September 2010
;D part two.
i`m content in my world. as long as everyone in my life is happy i am happy. i just wish everyone saw it that way because i can`t make everyone happy. i`ve spent time with alyson and just meeting alot of new people. i`m so glad i`m growing more and more. today, i spent time at school at class but after i hung out with matt. we were talking about everything from family to friends to dreams. we...
what am i supposed to do...
when things get hard? i feel like i can`t rely on anyone but myself. i don`t want to rely on anyone because i know what happens when they disappoint you. it`s the worse feeling in the world.
over it.
i built a bridge and got over it. there`s nothing left to say to him and nothing for him to say to me. i`m finding myself in a new place but i`ll find my way through <3
happiness.
I have been having an amazing week. First off, I`ve seen my babygirl alyson about 3 times…about to be 4 (: I love being able to see her and enjoy my time with her! Not only that but school started and my mama is another year older. My other babygirl`s birthday was yesterday. I shocked her by placing balloons in her bedroom :p. I`m glad she loved my surprise. I hung out with my little...
Up, up & away!
So.. today. gay morning. helped mom at work. got home. getting morning texts from senglee & jennie <3 love them both! maybe senglee a bit more… distance makes the heart grow fonder (; then i got a text from hector that he didn`t go to school -______________- ditcher! so jennie came over around 2 something and we went to che cali ! it`s the old hang out. we ran into hector`s twin...
Friends. with much appreciation.
Yday, i realized how much i really do appreciate my friends. When jacky drove me a million miles even though he had alotta homework, i just felt so bad. Then jennie drove me another million miles back to the same place. when i was down 2 days ago, kevin and senglee talked me through it. i could never get through tight spots without friends like these. there`s alot more love from my friends, but i...
Such a good day! (:
Waiting for jacky & faymao at homeee. i got a call from my bffl kevin jih <3 he has nothing to worry about! they came then we went to che cali to get boba. ran into creeper claire and hunter ^________^ ! talked about life. then went to hector`s to drop off his new phone (: ! but he wasn`t there -_____________________________- ! sorry jacky ): i felt so bad! got home and then!...
Labor Day.
Woke up at 9am. Got texts from special people in my lives ;). Laid around the house until 3pm. Went to the mall with erica. I bought heels, a top, and jeggings finally! (: super shopped today. spent at least 80 bucks. I was texting someone who is almost cool the whole time! ^____^ jk. Got home to my poor nephew coughing his throat away): Linda forced me in the steamed shower with jayden so he can...
The day Kevin came back.
I`m sooo happy! I stayed home, but I went to costco with mama wong. I ran into pewjennie! We grabbed samples everywhere. She bought herself a month worth of sandwiches -____- ! LOL. She is so dumb. Then I left and had to say bye to her..but then .. we went to the same supermarket. LOL. FML. She`s a stalker. I was gonna go valley but I forgot to tell her I went to 168. I didn`t see her but she...
