why do good things happen to people who don`t deserve it? first off, i mind slapped myself because how do i know someone doesn`t deserve happiness. secondly, good things happen to everyone. it`s not fate. it`s karma. i believe good things spontaneously happen to those who seemingly slide through life because life has a plan for them just as it does us. it doesn`t matter what our horoscope says or what psychic predicts. i believe we can choose whoever we want to be and make things happen. for those who have lady luck with them, hats off to you, but for those who work hard for what they have, praises.
it’s a new year but i feel like everything is the same old shit. for some reason, i`m really excited for this year. i feel like it`s going to be a better year than last. last year, i experienced so many things and fell into a deep hole even i don`t think i can dig myself out of. even though i`m here now, i have someone by my side who i think will support me through everything and i know i`m really happy. please God never let him leave me.