Please be strong for yourself. Others can’t help you if you can’t help yourself. Don’t let some dirtbag create an emotional wreck out of you. Only you yourself can pick up the pieces he left you in. My comforting words can only go so far. All the healing takes time. Take the pain he left you to bear with and recharge your energy with it to accomplish your goals whether it be personal or professional. Success and your own happiness is the best revenge cut out for a guy who cannot open his eyes to a beautiful woman such as yourself. So stay strong and move forward. God is just preparing you for an amazing man who will make all the past heartbreaks look like a pinch on the arm.
A woman who can relate.
P.S. Don’t heal your heart with a rebound. It only temporarily numbs the pain. Why temporarily fix the pain when you can be a strong, independent woman whose heart can withstand even the slightest setback?
When we talk, we never miss a beat. We talk endlessly and laugh until our stomachs hurt. There’s always a catch: I can’t trust you. You’re a flirt with countless girls after you. You deleted your facebook to show me that you’d stop talking to other girls since you don’t have a phone anymore. You told me that you’ll always run back to me because I’ll always be the girl who got away. You had me, but you let me go because you didn’t want to hold me back. I accepted that, but there’s always going to be a question of what if. I don’t think I’ll ever know because I don’t think we can work out if I don’t trust you. Why do you want to be with me when girls ten times more gorgeous chase you? I’ll never accept and understand it.
As much as I say I’m over everything that happened to me, I’m not. I’m stuck being bitter about my long ago break up and my family issues. There’s so much holding me back. At this rate, I’m doomed to never be in a relationship.